Monday, February 23, 2009
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Tak pernah terfikir olehku,
Tak sedikit pun ku bayangkan,
Kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri,
Begitu sulit ku bayangkan,
Begitu sakit ku rasakan,
Kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri,
Di bawah batu nisan kini,
Kau telah sandarkan,
kasih sayang kamu,
Begitu dalam,
Sungguh ku tak sanggup,
Ini terjadi,
Kerna ku sangat cinta,
Inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu,
Jatuh airmataku menangis pilu,
Hanya mampu ucapkan selamat jalan kasih,
Satu jam saja ku telah bisa,
Cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku,
Namun bagiku melupakanmu butuh waktuku,
Seumur hidup,
Satu jam saja ku telah bisa,
Sayangi kamu di hatiku,
Namun bagiku melupakanmu butuh waktuku,
Seumur hidup.
No other words best describe
how I'm feeling for the past few
weeks..That is the bloodday why
this song has been on my Friendster
for quite some time..And..It will be
there for a quite longer time..
Soon..It will splendour both my
bloggy..Heh...I've been encountering
this so called mood swings..Guess...
I'm just puppy sick missing someone
and yet..I want to not have any
feelings for him/towards him...I want
to hate him so badly..I mean..It would
be so much easier if I were to hate him
instead of you know...Caring for him..
Yes..I am capably able of pushing
aside what I have for him when it
comes to work matters..But it
would be much easier..Much much
easier if I were to hate him...
How I wished I could say goodbye
to him and never to see or bump
into him ever..At least,till someone
else has come knocking on my door..
And I wonder..Why can't I just get
over him like how I got over Hakim?
What's there to him that makes him
a bloodday special ass?!Gosh..I so
seriously want to go away..Hide
myself...Not that I want to hide from
the world..
Just let me hide from those who've
always seen me as a cheerful,happy-
go-lucky joker..I don't want them
to see this side of me..Maybe once
in a while is okay..But I think this
will go on for a few more weeks to
come..
And yes..
This is the last time I see you,
Tears falling crying in sorrow,
Only able to say goodbye love,
Only 1 hour I'm able to love
You you you,
Yet to me,forgetting you will
Need my whole life.
Sheesh!I know this is a bit too
"jiwang" (emo) right now...Well...
That's just the fact right this very
moment.
Saat Terakhir(Last moment)....
That's the tittle of this song...
I want my last moment..I want
to see him for the very last time..
Then go my way..It made me
shed tears whenever this song
plays..
It has been accompanying me
for weeks now..It has been my
sleep goodnight song..I cried to
sleep with it..I keep it on repeat
mode..'Cuz...I wanna cry it out..
Hoping...Wishing...That when I
wake up the next morning,this
feeling I have will be dried up,
along with my tears..You wish
Irah...You wish...
If tears are gonna be falling..So
be it..Cry Irah..Cry...Let it out..
Let it go...Leave him,let him
flow with those tears running
down your cheek...Wipe it away,
wipe him away..Throw it to the
ocean,throw your feelings with
it..Let it be washed away,sunken
then into the ocean..Just like
how you wish it will be...
Just... ... ...
Don't let it pull you too...
11:32 PM Z
