♥Lustful♥The Girl Every Girl Wants To Be

Sunday, January 17, 2010

.|.Lingers.|.

Hello Daisies!These past few days I've been
having a hard time getting some shut eye...
And...It's a perfectly,utterly pathetic condition.
When someone can't get some sleep,it will
always be due to some matters that lingers
in their mind..That is bothering them.I can't
really say out what's bothering me.I don't want
to..Some things are better left unsaid..Better
left for me to carry it alone..I don't want people
to have to carry MY burden along with me.

But what I can say is that,this thing is very dear
to me..It's much much more personal than personal.
No one can never escape the ups and downs of life.
No one can escape from getting tangled up in a mess..
Be it someone else's mess or it's your own mess..The
matter that is giving me sleepless night is a mess....A
mess that I don't know with whom it started with
and when and how I got into the mess..Now..I am the
one who has to put an end to it..Why oh why!I didn't
start it so WHY should I end it?!

NO!I don't want to put an end to that mess!Never!
Since you started the mess.I'll make it end with
you..That is a promise..My promise!Come to think
about it again,this is a bit childish of me..Very
irrational..Unethical..I won't stoop as LOW as you!
So here's what I'll do..I will prove myself to you..
Then,we will see...Who's better than who..I'll make
sure I'll be far better than you..I know I am..I have
never fail in getting what I want MY way..I will
show you...Yes I will..

So there you have it..I've said my case and now
I'll rest my case..This is a promise and a sort of curse
I made to myself.If go beyond it,it'll eat myself up..
I promise that..I will keep my words...

9:34 PM Z

♥Lady of Love♥

♥ Nurul Irah Aman♥

♥ I'm Your Funny Girl♥
♥ I Am My Own Style
♥ Extrovert
♥ Vain
♥ Fun-Loving
♥ Spontaneous
♥ Chocolate Is My Indulgence
♥ Coffee Is My Addiction
♥ Music Heals My Soul
♥ Beauty/Looking Good Is My Fetish
♥ Competitive
♥ Stubborn Yet Able To Compromise
♥ Dominant
♥ Beautifully Gorgeous Inside Out
♥ Sugary Sweet If You're Nice,Vice-Versa
♥ Cunningly Smart
♥ I Talk The Talk & Walk The Walk!
♥ Lastly:I Don't Give A Damn About YOUR Judgments Towards Me!Kapeesh?!

♥♥ I believe in believing in yourself.If you think you can do it,then you CAN do it.♥♥
♥♥ If you want something,pursue it with your whole heart,mind and soul.♥♥
♥♥ If you are afraid of failing.YOU have already FAILED!Don't be afraid of failing.Because you can only be better after you failed.♥♥