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Sunday, March 28, 2010

.|.Older Or Younger?.|.

Hear my say..I read on the Berita Minggu,
dated today..About older women going
for younger "men"...In the first place...
Does age even matters?We're in the 21st
century..Take a look around you...Everything
has changed...It doesn't matter if he's
younger...As long as he knows his
responsibilities..He knows his good and
bad..He's caring,loving,mature..Wise..That
should be more than enough to start off
with..Agree?

8:02 PM Z

Monday, March 22, 2010

.|.Hello Hello Hi.|.

Aaarrgghh!Bsk kena ticketing..Haha..
Pantat..Nevermind...I think I'm
getting the hang of it..So...Selit je uh
apa apa...Tak cerewet...Haha...

Hopefully the day after I get to do
Rover again..Huahua...Haha...
Marina will be back from MC tomorrow..
Alerrmak!Can see her somemore!!
More!!And more...Okay...I'm getting
weirder and weirder by the day...

12:32 AM Z

Friday, March 19, 2010

.|.Marina...oh Marina...|.

That...Absolutely doesn't sounds so
right...Haha...Yesterday..Was stationed
at Sentosa Station doing rover...I
intended not to work...But then it's
been sooo long since I last saw
Marina,the cutest most adorable and
much adored by me train captain...
Haha!She IS cute to the max okeh!

So yesterday,while I was walking
towards the pantry to wait for Fina
for break,saw someone walking out
from the train..I looked once...Then
twice..Then I realised that that was
her!Yeay!!I ran towards her and called
out her name...She turned,smile like a
cute kitten...Haha..Ok..maksudnya
ape nie aku!Haha..And then I pinched
her cheeks!!Haha..Gerammmm oi!!

Okay..Some people might not know
this..I adore girls,female,woman,
ladies..I like my own kind 'cuz of
who we are...We can shake the world
with our hands okay!Haha..I thank
God for letting me be one of them..
Yes yes..I adore girls...I like girls..
But I emphasise it again!

I am straight...Very straight..I go
extremely OTT gugugaga over boys,
metrosexual boys who knows how
to take care of their well being,their
appearance,themselves..Who also
have a sense of responsibility..I'd
so go "Oooh" & "Aaah" over these
kinds...Oh!not forgetting...I'll go
weak on my knees when I see some
blue eyed Blondie bloke! *meltzz*

Saw one today..At the MRT station..
He reminds me of Hidayat..My class
Hidayat...Alamak!Rindu pe dengan
Yat!Lama nak mampos tak tahu ape
jadi dengan tu budak...

1:19 PM Z

Thursday, March 18, 2010

.|.:(.|.

T.T I've had plans to meet up with my
Love & Sweetheart..But it got cancelled
last minute due to my Mum's last
minutee announcement of her medical
appointment...So there you go!Gosh..I
really was looking forward to do some
catching up...Guess we'll all have to wait
for another day...

At work...Had fun...Nothing that I can't
handle...Saw Marina!Finally...Pinched her
cheeks!Haha..She's super cute lahs!!Cannot
tahan you know!Haha...Okay...I admit that
I like her..But that so doesn't mean that I'm
crooked or whatsoever okay!?I like her
'cuz of who she is..Very friendly,sweet,humble
and of course...CUTE NAK RAK laa okaayyy!!

Kalau aku ada anak,aku nak anak aku macam
dia...Boleh???HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Ohkay kay kay....Tomorrow/today,is THE
day..It's the day of the heats...A little nerveous
of course...Though it's not the real deal yet..
Excited...Yes...Because I'll get to see a whole
loads of pretty faces with unique features...
Make new friends as well..And...See what
will become of all those faces after a few dolled
up done...You can expect ugly ducklings turning
to beautiful elegant swans...Hopefully I am one
of the ugly-ducklings-turned-beautiful-swans
girls...Haha...

My eyes are still not well...I still feel as if the
UFO is still swimming around..Haha!So right
now...I'm going to apply my eye drops...And
off to my Grape Yard in Pillow Island...

I know you're reading..I have seventh sense!
Haha!Take care..Be good..And I'll see you
when I see you...

1:47 AM Z

Monday, March 15, 2010

.|.What A Relief.|.

I followed my instinct..Went to see the
Doctor..Told him about the condition...
He did some checks..And yes..There was
something in and on my eyes..So he numbed
my eyes and wiped clean it..It felt SO
much better right after that..Yeah!Haha..

So tomorrow I'd be going to work with only
one eye wearing contact lense..Haha..I have
to take care of my eyes for the Dewa Dewi
pageant...Yeap..Can't wait for it...Yes!
I gotta feeling that this year,it's gonna be
awesome for me!Haha...

11:44 PM Z

Saturday, March 13, 2010

.|.Argh! Fcuk!.|.

I couldn't sleep the whole night yesterday..
It's my eyes...Left one..I don't know why..
But when I closed my eyes..It hurts like
crazy..And I can't sleep..It still hurts now..
My eyes are red..It's sepet already..And
the feeling is super uncomfortable!

Anyway..This year's Anugerah Skrin's
winner will get a slightly better exposure..
They'll get to appear in the English
stream drama...Hmm.....I wonder...In 3
years time..Will it be even better???

7:09 PM Z

Friday, March 12, 2010

.|.Not In The Mood.|.

You read it right..I'm not in the mood..
Yesterday,I received a letter from CDC..
They still want my Mum to work..What
the hell!I was so pissed off..It's not as if
I'm not working..I am working..For now,
yes we can managed..But later on..When
I've finally starts schooling?Can't expect
me to be earning as much as when I wasn't
schooling?Right?

At times...I do feel like putting my studies
on hold..But then,I won't know when will
I be able to resume it..And at the same
time,I don't want to let go of my dreams,
my studies and my future...Whatever that
I have done...I did it for my Mother..I did
it so that she can have a better future.I can
have a better future..My children can have
a better future..Nothing has been about me..
Nothing was for me..It's for my future..My
life..I've never had times for myself..I was
definitely not like any other kid my age...

I know that I'm different..And that doesn't
bother me..That's what makes me,me..That's
what will make me a somebody...Someday..

4:32 PM Z

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

.|.Two At Once.|.

Okayy! While I was out with my BLs..I
received a call from Zul Radi Bridal
Couture,I didn't hear it calling..So I
called back..And I was told that I'm
selected for this year's Dewa Dewi..I'm
needed to attend the heats on the 19th
March,7.00 p.m,Singapore Expo Hall
4B..

Another thing is that Anugerah Skrin
is open for audition on the 20th of March..
Imagine that..Haiyoh..Nevermind..I've made
up my mind..I chose to focus on Dewa Dewi
first...I don't want to be greedy...If it is
meant for me..Then it is most definitely
worth waiting another 3 years for it..Right?

So there you go!Dewa Dewi here I come!

11:25 PM Z

Sunday, March 7, 2010

.|.Tk Perlu Eyh!.|.

Hey ya! I know you're reading! I saw you!
Okay..Lame...Anyway..Yesterday...Hehehe...
Ada gossip ni! Fina ketawa kekek kekek!
The story is like this...

As usual..The train that "Acai" drove pass by..
I will always give him THE attitude stuck up
face..'Cuz he's always giving that kinda face..
Regardless if people is smiling at him,being
nice/good to him...It's always always that
"I-am-the-hero-the-most-handsome-macho
-of-all" face...Feeling uh dektu!Stop it eh...

So there was this once..When I actually asked
a few uncles to move forward..I didn't know
that those uncles was with him...So I just ask
them nicely to move forward please...Guess
what "Acai" said?

Tk nak forward,nak rewind boleh? Translation :
Don't want to forward,want to rewind can?

What!?Thinks that cute luhh!Puit!Haha...
Over sak!Bang,relax uh eh...Gua suggest
lu pergi sejukkan diri dulu..Lu slow down
sikit eh bang...Bertaubat lah kalau perlu..
Lebih baik..Lebih afdal...

Okay okay..I got to go...Haha...Off to work
soon...Anyhoos...Can't wait till Wednesday
arrives..I'll be having picnic with my BLs
siblings!!Yeah!!I really hope my adik,
Mathhew Joushua Wee Pin aka Malik,
can make it...I miss the rest so much..But
I super duper terribly miserably horribly
miss him SOO SOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOO
much!!!

There you go! I miss you lah adik!!Never
SMS...Never call...Never see you online....
Haish.. T.T

Okay...Bye!

♥Darling♥

12:35 PM Z

Friday, March 5, 2010

.|.Boo!.|.

Hey sexay! Haha..Okay..I just settled all my

school's needs...School fees and all..Today...

Then I went down to Joo Chiat to Zul Radi

Bridal Couture to put my name in the

running towards becoming one of this year's

Dewi for the Dewa Dewi pageant..We'll

see how it goes..And I shall update it alright..

Send me your prayers peepos!Haha...Your

good luck wishes and stuff..Your supports...

Your encouragements..Oh yes...I need it..And

I'll appreciate it..Very much..

Here's what I wanna do..It's been on my wish

list since long ago...Since I was 16 actually..Haha!

I wanted to donate my blood..Yes yes..Donate

my blood..Anyone up for accompanying me?

Anyway...I've made myself a twitter account..

Wonder why I did that...Maybe I was damn

bored at that point of time!Haha..So yeah...

Twitter or Blog..It's about the same..Only

different is that twitter only allows super short

thoughts to be typed..While blog is the other

way round..What the hell...I can tell you that

in approximately 3 weeks time,my twitter

will rot!

Apart from that..At work..Fina and I,we have
inside joke..Its Acai joke..Haha...And that joke
leads to gossiping...And now Acai has evolved
to Ocai..And currently it's Kucai...Haha! Okay..
Lame..I'm aware...

Much Loved,
♥Darling♥

9:11 PM Z

Monday, March 1, 2010

.|.I'll Never Stop.|.

Hey!Been occupied with work and juggling my life..
Haha...Sounds so boring..I know..My cell commited
suicide..It died...How tragic!Haha..So today went out
with my Lovelies...Got myself a china phone..Stress
pe aku nk cari mana nk silent mode kan dia!!Haha...
Pathetic pe aku!Haha...Okay..Forget that...Now...

Now...I wanna try out again for Dewa Dewi...Yes..
For the second time...Hopefully this year will be
THE year for me...InsyaAllah..Amin...I'm trying out
again after four years...I'll be getting the forms..Then
arrange for the registration...And set up for my clothings
and make-ups...

8:29 PM Z