♥Lustful♥The Girl Every Girl Wants To Be

Friday, March 12, 2010

.|.Not In The Mood.|.

You read it right..I'm not in the mood..
Yesterday,I received a letter from CDC..
They still want my Mum to work..What
the hell!I was so pissed off..It's not as if
I'm not working..I am working..For now,
yes we can managed..But later on..When
I've finally starts schooling?Can't expect
me to be earning as much as when I wasn't
schooling?Right?

At times...I do feel like putting my studies
on hold..But then,I won't know when will
I be able to resume it..And at the same
time,I don't want to let go of my dreams,
my studies and my future...Whatever that
I have done...I did it for my Mother..I did
it so that she can have a better future.I can
have a better future..My children can have
a better future..Nothing has been about me..
Nothing was for me..It's for my future..My
life..I've never had times for myself..I was
definitely not like any other kid my age...

I know that I'm different..And that doesn't
bother me..That's what makes me,me..That's
what will make me a somebody...Someday..

4:32 PM Z

♥Lady of Love♥

♥ Nurul Irah Aman♥

♥ I'm Your Funny Girl♥
♥ I Am My Own Style
♥ Extrovert
♥ Vain
♥ Fun-Loving
♥ Spontaneous
♥ Chocolate Is My Indulgence
♥ Coffee Is My Addiction
♥ Music Heals My Soul
♥ Beauty/Looking Good Is My Fetish
♥ Competitive
♥ Stubborn Yet Able To Compromise
♥ Dominant
♥ Beautifully Gorgeous Inside Out
♥ Sugary Sweet If You're Nice,Vice-Versa
♥ Cunningly Smart
♥ I Talk The Talk & Walk The Walk!
♥ Lastly:I Don't Give A Damn About YOUR Judgments Towards Me!Kapeesh?!

♥♥ I believe in believing in yourself.If you think you can do it,then you CAN do it.♥♥
♥♥ If you want something,pursue it with your whole heart,mind and soul.♥♥
♥♥ If you are afraid of failing.YOU have already FAILED!Don't be afraid of failing.Because you can only be better after you failed.♥♥