Monday, April 12, 2010
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Hey Daisies...Today was my first day of my higher nitec course..As usual..Wentthrough once again the orientation period...It sucks big time!Firstly..The new BLs weren't fully equipped..Theywere as if not given the proper training..They don't know what the heck they're suppose to do..There weren't any seniors handling the class with the juniors..So yousee...No one to guide them..How??They do not project any leadership qualities..They were not organized...I pity Mr.Liang...Quality level = Down the drains...
Sorry! But it's the truth...My class..Well...What do you expect..We're the progressionclass...Obviously we have our own cliques..But by the end of the day..Some of them were nice enough to make friends with Dew,Nico and me..My Class Adviser is a new lecturer..And so I don't really know how she is and how she will be...Though she do seemed nice..
Right now..I felt shrunken..So discouraged..I don't know why...It's stupid,come to think about it...Somehow,I wished I had someone.To call mine..Be mine...To listen to my everyheart's pour..To encourage me..To lift me upwhen I'm down..To be my other half..Be my eyes when I'm blinded..Be my heart when I lost it..Be my voice when...When I have a sore throat??LOL...Someone to pour his love,careon me...And I...I'll be his every smile..His every laughter..His every cries...His every problem..His every answer...His every supportin return..So at times like this..When I'm feeling down all of a sudden...I have someoneto coax and console me...Adakah aku ni kurang perhatian??Kurang kasih sayang??Hmmphh...We'll see what the future holds for me..And we'll see what it presents me with as it slowly unfolds...
STOP!!! Enough of this mushy mushy-nessIrah!!You've got to step up your game..Get over and done with,with whatever youplanned to do...Focus babe..Focus...
Oh yeah!Today..Like finally!The Loveliesreunited!!!All three of us finally get to sittogether..On one table..Had a few laughs..Shared a few stories..Oh I miss them somuch!!I miss those times we used to hangout doing nothing but scrutinizing people...Hehe...I miss those lame laughing sessions...I miss those videos making sessions...I just miss US and everything that we would usually do!!
Over and done with feeling crappy!!I'm gonna get back on my feet..Cover my feeling crappy-ness...Put a strong front...Do what I love doing..What I want to do..Ace in it..Be it studying..Or other thing...Like...Like...When the time is right you'll know onyour own..
O on the U to the T
OUT!Labels: Feeling Crappy... =(
6:17 PM Z
♥Lady of Love♥
♥ Nurul Irah Aman♥
♥ I'm Your Funny Girl♥
♥ I Am My Own Style
♥ Extrovert
♥ Vain
♥ Fun-Loving
♥ Spontaneous
♥ Chocolate Is My Indulgence
♥ Coffee Is My Addiction
♥ Music Heals My Soul
♥ Beauty/Looking Good Is My Fetish
♥ Competitive
♥ Stubborn Yet Able To Compromise
♥ Dominant
♥ Beautifully Gorgeous Inside Out
♥ Sugary Sweet If You're Nice,Vice-Versa
♥ Cunningly Smart
♥ I Talk The Talk & Walk The Walk!
♥ Lastly:I Don't Give A Damn About YOUR Judgments Towards Me!Kapeesh?!
♥♥ I believe in believing in yourself.If you think you can do it,then you CAN do it.♥♥
♥♥ If you want something,pursue it with your whole heart,mind and soul.♥♥
♥♥ If you are afraid of failing.YOU have already FAILED!Don't be afraid of failing.Because you can only be better after you failed.♥♥
