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Friday, May 21, 2010

.|.Guilty As Charged.|.

I've been getting sick every week..
It's kind of pathetic yo know..Curse
that monomer! Haha...I won't be
going for work tomorrow..Sunday
maybe..I'm just too tired to go
endure a long day at work..I might
have to consider schooling full-time.
But I sayang my working place..-_-"
(Sneezing and yawning at the moment)
Anyway...I need my break...SOON!!
Can't wait for June holiday...I want
to do some catching up with my
writing..Still,that depends on whether
or not my inspiration is coming..Ahaha..

But it's a for sure that I'll start writing
again..I missed writing so much..
And I think the tabloids miss my touch
as well..Haha..Okay..Maybe I exaggerate
a little there...Right now,I'm looking
and observing and recalling for an
inspiration to drop by...And yet again..
It hasn't been visiting me on a regular
basis for the past 3 years..Yeah..
Three years ago was the last time I
write..I'm not even sure if my skills
are still in good to use condition..Haha..
No matter what,I'll still start doing it
again..Regardless what the outcome's
going to be like..

Right now,I'm feeling lethargic..I feel
like banging my head on the keyboard..
And zonk off to sleep..I'm typing and
my eyes are shutting..Imagine that..I
really need to recharge myself!!Some-
body,anybody...Help me here!I need
a body massage,I need a good facial
treatment and I need a Pilates
workout!Yes yes yes! I need those...
And I need to start socializing...I
find myself begining to be anti-
socializing nowadays..Basically,I
need time for myself..Mentally,
physicallyand emotionally..

------------NEWSFLASH----------------
Just got an SMS from work..It reads :
With effect from next week,all HREs
must commit to minimum 3 working
days per week out of which one day
must be a weekend. ______ will
track & deploy staff accordingly..All
availability must be given to her for a
month & not daily,please text ______
at ________ asap on your availability.

What the hell!!! Commit 3 days??Commit
suicide??And Give availability for a
month and no longer daily?As if my school
timetable won't have any extra classes
added on..Say I've given my deployment
for a month,then I got classes popping
up out of nowhere...I'll still be the one at
fault and be blamed..Am I RIGHT to say
this??Okay..Maybe this is a sign for me to
change my status to a full time student..
What say you?Full time student instead of
working student?All this happenings is
happening all at once...God must have
blessed me...*Deep thinking mode*

Okay..That NEWSFLASH totally spoils
everything..Spoils my mood,my plans
and bottom line : EVERYTHING!

BYE!!!

9:34 PM Z

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