Thursday, July 8, 2010
.|.Paying A Lil' Visit..hehe....|.
Boo!It's been effing long...I know..Inoticed the dust build up in here...*blow* There we go..All cleared up..Sorry...I've been busy these fewweeks..With Camp,surgery,appoin-ments and school...Not only have I neglected this blog of mine..I felt also somehow,I have neglected mytwo best friends as well..I'm sorry if we seem to be drifting apart..Ihope we are not...I need you girlsto know that I'm not pulling myself away from you guys..As much as Iwant it to be like the old times..Iknow things have changed now..We're all busy with our classes...Dee and I are working...And..Ourtimetable..It is just envious towardus..On most days,we don't end classat the same time..Wednesdays only...
That too if both Dee and I are not working..But you girls have to waitan hour more for me..Back then..Our hope was Fridays...But...MY class end at tragically 5 p.m... -_-" Weekendswill be either working and Family day..We are being tested here...Our friend-ship/sisterhood are being tested very toughly...I just prayed everyday thatwe can adapt to these timing changesand pull through these two years..'Cuzit's gonna be even more tough n differentonce we are all in the working industry...
At least the two of you still canspend time with each other eventhough it's during lessons time..At least you meet each other moreoften than I get to meet you two..
However the situation is right now...I truly wanna say this to the two of you
Thank you for the finally happenedcatch up yesterday!Like yes!Finallythe three of us gets to sit down and camwhore and do those stuffs we do..Appreciated much..Cherished and treasured deeply...Thank you again...
;)
Anyway...I've been doing a lot of deep
thinking..I did a lot of sacrifices back
then...I used to studied dance at Sri
Warisan..But I left halfway through...
Due to financial instability...Now...I
felt that I have sacrificed too much
already,and its time that I shine...I
told my mum that I wanted to start
dancing again...This time round I'm not
wanting to do traditional dance...I want
to learn Salsa first...I just told her that..
But this is what I didn't tell her..I did
not tell her that I intend to do dancing
professionally...Able to go for dancing
competitions..And..Of course,able to
teach dancing...
Yes...I want to be a professional dancer,
besides being a professionally certified
beautician..I want to be both..I want to
be versatile...In the ways that I like...
In future,I still want to own a 5 star
world class Spa (the world class,hopefully),
I would love to have my own makeover
studios offering the finest photo shoots
that will make anyone feels like they're
Tyra Banks,it'll be an achievement if I
progressed to have a place to call my own
where it caters European desserts/bites
with live band performance and to
give back what I have...I want to teach/
train future potential dancers...
But ultimately,I want to go to Hollywood...
Even if it's only for competitions..I want
to feel living the Hollywood dream..See it
for myself...I believe I can do it...I believe
that there's a place for me in Hollywood..
But if I'm not seen there..You know I have
made it somewhere else..
These are my dreams..People might say
it's to much..But who are you to stop my
dream?It's my dream,I can dream as far
as Hollywood as big as being a Hollywood
Star...It's my dream and I will do whatever
in my power to make it real...I am not
sacrificing anymore...
Because it is MY dreams!!
I thank God 'cuz I have a very supportive Mum...When I told her..She didn't say thatshe encourages it and she didn't say noeither..But I know she supports whateverI do and wanna do..I thank her for beingthat mother who always let me decide onwhat I wanna do,what I wanna study..I thank her for giving me trust..And I thank her,for being a very supportive mother...Asmah Bte Ali,I appreciate you giving birth to me..I love you....8:44 PM Z
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