Friday, September 17, 2010
.|.Boo huhu.. :(.|.
Yes...Boo huhu...I received an SMS from ________ saying that I'm one of the shortlisted models for a catwalk show on the 25th of September..And was informed to go for fitting on the 19th..Sadly,I have to reject it..With a heavy,a really really heavy heart as I have to work on the day of the show..So there is no way for me to not go to work and go for the show..I'm super down now..That catwalk show was like THE much awaited opportunity..THE opportunity of a lifetime to finally get a chance of being exposed...And yet I have to shrug it off...*bangs head on keyboard*Why oh why it has to clash...Can I cry?Okay..So I told the lady in charge that I'm deployed for work..And that I'm truly sorry for not telling her earlier..As I typed that reply text and finishes it with "maybe I can work with you for future events"..I was reluctant and hesitating to hit the "send" button...But.....I did it anyway...*slaps face hard* That's life...You gotta make choice that you might not like to make..You pushed opportunities for you're obligated to another...Though it's hard and bitter,you either swallow it like a woman/man or you go blind crying and get left out regretting like a sissy pussy...Get it?Okay...I'm so not gonna spend time getting all worked up and sad and being overly disappointed..I'll get over and done with right here right now...And when I finally post this entry...I'll take a deep breathe and have a little faith that I didn't make any wrong decisions or wrong moves..Peace out...Go out??? Hahaha! Whatever kiddies!XoXoI'll see you biatches when I see you!5:58 PM Z
♥Lady of Love♥
♥ Nurul Irah Aman♥
♥ I'm Your Funny Girl♥
♥ I Am My Own Style
♥ Extrovert
♥ Vain
♥ Fun-Loving
♥ Spontaneous
♥ Chocolate Is My Indulgence
♥ Coffee Is My Addiction
♥ Music Heals My Soul
♥ Beauty/Looking Good Is My Fetish
♥ Competitive
♥ Stubborn Yet Able To Compromise
♥ Dominant
♥ Beautifully Gorgeous Inside Out
♥ Sugary Sweet If You're Nice,Vice-Versa
♥ Cunningly Smart
♥ I Talk The Talk & Walk The Walk!
♥ Lastly:I Don't Give A Damn About YOUR Judgments Towards Me!Kapeesh?!
♥♥ I believe in believing in yourself.If you think you can do it,then you CAN do it.♥♥
♥♥ If you want something,pursue it with your whole heart,mind and soul.♥♥
♥♥ If you are afraid of failing.YOU have already FAILED!Don't be afraid of failing.Because you can only be better after you failed.♥♥
