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Monday, November 15, 2010

.|.And I'm Crazy But You Like It.Loca Loca Loca!.|.

That's the song that I'm currently hooked on..Loca by
Shakira..School was okay,I guess..After school went to
Tampines to meet Fina..Had lunch along with a "meng-
umpat" session...We were "mengumpat-ting" about
DeeDee...Like what were you thinking DeeDee?!I'm
not that dumb..

Anyways..I think people are having problems with
themselves..That's why they're looking for trouble
with others..And they can be soooo judgemental that
I feel like slamming doors in their faces..People said
I'm arrogant,stuck up and even act like a know-it-
all..Firstly,urgh...I'm not arrogant which brings me
to second,I am so not a stuck up..If you're being a
bitch with me,don't go expecting me to be the nice
girl,okay...?If you can't handle what I give you,then
don't give me that in the first place..

Oh!Oh!Acting like a know-it-all?!Like what's that
suppose to mean?I don't act like a know-it-all...
I don't know it all and I definitely don't act like
you,girl...Na-uh..But take in consideration,I know
things...So if you don't mess with my life,I ain't
even going near yours...Kapeesh?

And some people can be such an ass..Seriously..
They're not sincere...I feel it..They had an agenda
behind it..I knew it..Okay..If someone who hasn't
been in contact with you for a very very long time..
Out of the blue,finds you..Of course there's some-
thing..Right?RIGHT??Especially when that someone
thinks that they're a fucking big hotshot..To find that
they're looking for you..Talking to you..Weird isn't it?

Oh..I'm sorry if you happen to read this..But hey...
It's a free country..I'm an independent women...I
have the right to say what I want..My apologies if
you're offended..Which I don't really care..Much..

Anywho...I want to spend time on the beach being
a nuisance..Disturbing people...L...O...L...Yes..I want
to sit by the beach,make kids cry,do silly stuff and
have my own time..With my peeps of course..They
know how crazy I can get and will get...And just laugh
at it..'Cuz when you look back,you won't regret the
laughter's you had..But you'll regret the tears you
had..So who's in?We'll play dares and do stupid stuff..
Read by the beach..Then flirt a little (of course if there
are ANY hot dudes)...

After that..We can all focus on our studies again..Bear
in mind,I still want that A's and 4.0..Again..

Labels: If You Could Read My Mind, Then You'll Know What's In My Heart

8:33 PM Z

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

.|.It's Almost Friday Again.|.

Time seems to pass extremely fast..Don't you think
so too?And life...Is not as it may seem...Sometimes
I wonder..What's the purpose of life...I wonder why
God made us as we are..I know I'm not suppose to
question..Kun Fayakun...But at times,I have to ask
myself,just so I can get myself closer to HIM..

There's a lot of why's..Why did HE gave us a life?
Why did this happened?Why are we doing this?
How can we,known someone for such a long period
and totally throw them out of our lives?Why?Why?
Why?Why do we meet the people in our live?Why
are we born with imperfections?Why some are
more fortunate than others?Why some are here
to cause us tears?Why are there those to hurt us?
Why are we living?Astaghfirullah Hal'Azzim!! May HE
forgive me..Yes..Things happen,though we avoid..We
will always regret what has happened...But do we think
about it years later?And understand that it might
had happened for the better?Most of us don't..

As manusia,banyak yang kita persoalkan..I don't
deny,as strong as my sayang to Allah S.W.T..I do
persoalkan sesetengah perkara..Like..How would
I be if I grew up with a father?How would my LIFE
be if I had a father?How would my family be if I
had a father?How is a father?What if I'm not the
only child?WHY don't I have a father?Why me?
Mempersoalkan terlalu banyak perkara yang kita
tidak mungkin temukan jawapan boleh menyebab-
kan kita hilang kepercayaan terhadap kuasa Allah..
Menyebabkan iman kita goyah..

And I know that HE's the only one I got right now,
selain Mama..And I know HE loves me so much so
that I menangis bila I tengok Al-Qur'an when I
balik from school...Aku seorang je sampai 2 Al-
Qur'an..Masya'allah...Teringin sangat nak peluk
Al-Qur'an tu..Tapi for now,cannot..Faham eh..hehe..
Don't know why..Hati terasa sayu gitu..Subhanallah..

I know I've abaikan Al-Qur'an for quite some time
now..Insya'allah..

10:23 PM Z

Monday, November 1, 2010

.|.Moody Monday.|.

I had the most tiring Monday ever...Went for SW
after like 4 weeks..And Mr.David Chee was nagging
like one "mak nenek"..I call him Miss Universe now..
Don't ask why...Had fun beating Iqah as both Irahs
are against her..Hehe..After that went to get some
food..Then off to class..

Saw Tawfeiq early in the morning before SW...And..
Saw "si kening Ziana Zain" after SW..He's still not
over with the CB thingy..Gimme a break dude..
Malu okay semua orang tahu..You drop my water
face...sheesh!

On the way to WFB,in the lift..Some people are
just retards,man...Pissed the hell outta me!!
Speechless...One word for them..BRAINLESS!!

Ended school at 2..Went to meet up with Love
on a very last minute note..Accompanied her
for lunch..Then off to home sweet home..Thank you
baybeh for the super abruptly short meet up..
;)

Now..I'm suppose to do researches on products for
my PYN..But...Whataheck!! I'll do it tomorrow,as
I need to get brochures and stuff...With all that,I
have to prepare a consultation card with details of
problems,habits,particulars and treatments
recommended for my client...

Oh..Just a reminder...I get pissed off easily now-
adays...Seriously..It's been this way since last few
months back,after I extracted out my wisdom
toothes..LOL..So..Don't....DON'T get on my nerves...
Please...Thank you thank you telor penyu...

8:35 PM Z