Monday, December 20, 2010
.|.20th December 2010.|.
Happy Birthday to my dearest bestie
Nur Ashiqin Aziz!!! Happy 20th to you!
may you have a blast and blessed birthday!
Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki serta
kurniakan kau dengan kesihatan dan
kebahagiaan disamping keluarga tersayang..
Amin.
I woke up today crying..Feeling like a
piece of crap..Don't know why..And I
got fed up by people..Yes..So fed up..Let
me start with this..I know I stand out..How?
Because on the first day of school,I was
already nominated as the class chair,which,
of course,I rejected..I got far higher aim and
It's best to give others a chance..I'm not a
greedy girl..I know my charisma and qualities
shines..Every class events,I'll be the one to
either go or be in charge..But for this one
matter,I really raise my white flag..From the
begining..Some people need to realise that
as much as I am dependable,as much as I am
a dominant person,I know my limitations..I've
got a lot at hands right now..I can't possibly
be in charge of another event,right?And..When
I said "You take over..It's not a good choice to
put me up..I can't commit..I've got too much
commitments already"
You don't have to whine you know?I'm giving
YOU the spotlight..Take the chance...Just
because I always speak out,I always wanna
be the best and the first,doesn't mean I'm a
wonder woman..I set my focus and my
priority..I have an orientation to handle,plan
and make sure it runs like river water smooth..
And you expect me to run another thing..When
all I ask for is,you to do it..I'll guide if you're
not sure,but I can't give you my 100%..Take
that opportunity and use it well..It's not that I
dont appreciate or be thankful of all the
opportunities that comes knocking at my door..
I know it's a good exposure and stuff..But puh-
lease!Too much is too much yaw!
I know it's not easy to be the head of some
organization..I know they look up to me..But..
So many buts!But,why don't you step up and
realise YOUR potential instead?Find out what
you can actually do..Don't just depend on what
I can do..Because I believe I can do almost
anything..I have alot on my plate..So I'll share..
Don't worry..I will make you do what you're
suppose to do..I'm gonna be hard on you..Just
so you will take up that task..I don't care if
you're gonna think that I'm a bitch..I'll be the
bitch that,one day,when you look back,and
you're then a someone,you'll be thanking this
bitch for making you realise what you're
capable of doing..
I'm not boasting..I'm not thinking highly of
myself..I'm not good.I'm not perfect..But I
try,wait! I don't try,I DO it as perfectly as
possible...Though I know there's imperfections
and flaws..But I do it with my heart and soul..
With sincereity and passion..That,covers the
imperfections..
Which brings me to another matter..As a leader,
you are responsible for every actions you make..
You take...You do...I wonder why is it so hard
for people who wants to lead but can never take
charge of their own live?
Is it so hard to reply a text saying you've noted
the message that's been passed down to you?
You're a leader,do you think it's approproiate
for you to ignore what has been passed down to
you?Where's your sense of responsibility?Where
is that sense of respect and initiative?Where's
that sense of pride in doing something?
The big question is...Why are you here in the first
place?Put your hands close to your heart and ask
yourself..Listen to yourself..What makes you a
leader?I cannot change anything if you yourself
refuse to change..Leaders are born from within..
Feel it and then work towards it..That's all I can
say..You were chosen because we saw potential
in you..We saw something in you..Don't make us
think otherwise..
Mucho amor..Irah
xOxo2:36 PM Z
♥Lady of Love♥
♥ Nurul Irah Aman♥
♥ I'm Your Funny Girl♥
♥ I Am My Own Style
♥ Extrovert
♥ Vain
♥ Fun-Loving
♥ Spontaneous
♥ Chocolate Is My Indulgence
♥ Coffee Is My Addiction
♥ Music Heals My Soul
♥ Beauty/Looking Good Is My Fetish
♥ Competitive
♥ Stubborn Yet Able To Compromise
♥ Dominant
♥ Beautifully Gorgeous Inside Out
♥ Sugary Sweet If You're Nice,Vice-Versa
♥ Cunningly Smart
♥ I Talk The Talk & Walk The Walk!
♥ Lastly:I Don't Give A Damn About YOUR Judgments Towards Me!Kapeesh?!
♥♥ I believe in believing in yourself.If you think you can do it,then you CAN do it.♥♥
♥♥ If you want something,pursue it with your whole heart,mind and soul.♥♥
♥♥ If you are afraid of failing.YOU have already FAILED!Don't be afraid of failing.Because you can only be better after you failed.♥♥
